To Myself


Leaning on a bunch of air
I get a fall back to this
To this - the fellowship of union
I cannot revert to the other side
I'm evil if to sin is forbidden
In my personal Hell, I hide
Sooner or later the life stops living
Nothing to look forward to, but to lie

To myself
To myself

Through the porthole that is mybrain
Creating devious plots against morality
Breaking all the barriers in concepts of failures
Gone so gone, some would say useless
What kept me going for this long
On the threshold for the longest depth

To myself
To myself

Locked in a chosen cell
I never want to leave sometime
Studying everything I ever wrote
I'm compelled to keep the pen rolling
In a lonely world with no outside contact
Neglecting all input from anyone else

To myself